geia sas , eimai 20 xronwn kai exw dextei swmatikh kai psuxologikh kakopoihsh ap to prwin agori mou pou ta eixa 2,5 xronia peripou

geia sas , eimai 20 xronwn kai exw dextei swmatikh kai psuxologikh kakopoihsh ap to prwin agori mou pou ta eixa 2,5 xronia peripou .htan mia asxhmh empeiria gia emena , giati den to perimena auto ap to sugkekrimeno atomo.eixa dethei para polu mazi tou kai den mporousa na fantastw thn zwh mou xwris auton.sthn arxh mou ferotan teleia .ton deutero xrono omws arxise na einai viaios
, thumwne xwris logo apo ekei pou den to perimena kai me zhleue para polu.den edina dikaiwmata gia na me zhleuei kai prospathousa na ton voithisw na antimetwpizei ton thumo tou kai ola ta ksespasmata pou eixe.vevaia auto mou kostise giati perasa ena polu asxhmo xrono mazi tou. me xtupouse xwris logo kai ksespouse panw mou gia to katheti , legontas pws egw ftaiw pou feretai etsi. den eixa pei se kanenan gia auto pou mou sunevaine kai prospathousa na to kseperasw monh mou , an kai eixa atoma sta opoia mporousa na zhtisw voitheia.eixa apomakrunthei apo thn parea mou kai eniwtha xalia .eixa stamatisei na vgainw kai na diaksedazw opws ekana.eixa xasei thn proswpikothta mou den mporousa na sunneidhtopoihsw ti eixe sumvei , eniwtha ena keno mesa mou. eklaiga kathe mera epi ena xrono kai prospathousa na katalavw giati mou sunevaine auto .eixa akoma kai skepseis autoktonias xwris na prospathisw na kanw kati tetoio . telika katafera na valw telos se olo auto kai na vgw ap authn thn katastash .allaksa perivallon , apomakrunthika ap auton kai ekopsa kathe epikoinwnia .ksanavrhka tous palious mou filous kai siga siga arxisa na kanw auta pou ekana prin ton gnwrisw.exoun perasei pleon 2 xronia.niwthw pio dunath kai kserw pws an erthei pali mia analogh katastash tha thn antimetwpisw.genika prospathw na kanw pragmata pou mou aresoun kai na mn skeftomai arnhtika. exw gnwrisei kai alla agoria , alla den exei tuxei na kanw kapoia sovarh sxesh , niwthw oti tha me plhgwsoun kai den mporw na empisteutw eukola .kai oses fores prospathisa na empisteutw kapoion telika me plhgwse.tha hthela na gnwrisw kapoion pou na mporw na exw mia ugeih sxesh alla mexri twra den exei tuxei . to thema mou einai pws kapoies fores niwthw oti allazei h diathesh mou ap thn mia stigmh sthn allh , apogohteuomai eukola kai dn exw autopepoithish kai oreksh na kanw tipota .h diathesh mou dn einai statherh . mporei na stenaxwrithw polu gia kati oxi toso shmantiko kai meta apo wres h mia mera na eimai mia xara. niwthw epishs oti dn exw vrei apoluta ton eauto mou, exw anasfaleies ,dn exw autopepoithish kai niwthw oti uparxei kati mesa mou pou me stenaxwrei kai dn m afinei na xarw apoluta , alla dn mporw na katalavw ti .genika prospathw na eimai aisiodoksh sthn zwh mou kai na antimetwpizw ta provlhmata ,alla einai kapoies stigmes pou niwthw mia megalh apogohteush kai den kserw ti mou sumvainei...